We make such a cute couple!

My little man.....its amazing how he doesn't see me and knows who i am. he just amazes me! his laugh, his smile and the way he cuttle's......shaaaaa i just love him!


boy, he sure knows who nanny is.......he's Nanny's little man

So many opportunities

im so excited! there are so many doors of opportunities and cant wait for one to open. i really cant wait to have some-what normal hours and go back to school. my goal is 2010......to be a graduate of Northwestern State University and have my family watch me walk and get my diploma. i want to accomplish this while my grandmother can still come and watch (she will be so proud). OH the possibilities are endless......

MY WORLD!!!!! arent they cute.......they are as follow: booda belly, brocky, sassy lisey and vivie......must have a nick name from nanny!

to much....

i try to be strong and not snap! i try to be fair and understanding! what next? i am getting pushed to the breaking point and dont have an outlet. i want weekends to go home and see my family. i want to not feel guilty for wanting my family and home. i love new york but have no family. i never want to leave new york for home but i want home to fit into my life. but now, my family doesnt FIT. hell my life here with kris doesnt FIT. i cant take it anymore!!!!! i, kris and my family deserve so much more. i have so much to offer and i work hard.....b u t in the long run WHAT DO I HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT?

I thank GOD for kris, my sister and her beautiful family (all 6 of them, total) and my parents! i dont think i could...........without them