Monday, February 2, 2009

to much....

i try to be strong and not snap! i try to be fair and understanding! what next? i am getting pushed to the breaking point and dont have an outlet. i want weekends to go home and see my family. i want to not feel guilty for wanting my family and home. i love new york but have no family. i never want to leave new york for home but i want home to fit into my life. but now, my family doesnt FIT. hell my life here with kris doesnt FIT. i cant take it anymore!!!!! i, kris and my family deserve so much more. i have so much to offer and i work hard.....b u t in the long run WHAT DO I HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT?

I thank GOD for kris, my sister and her beautiful family (all 6 of them, total) and my parents! i dont think i could...........without them

1 comment:

  1. We love you...

    big as the world, taller than the tallest tree
    big as Brock's head, big as Chris's stomach...LOL!, big as my boobs...ok, that's not very much but you do get the point, big as Vivian's mouth, big as Annalise's coloring collection, big as Gracie's flat feet (she get's it from her daddy)...

    Do you get it...we love you, everything will be fine!

    XOXOXO
    Franny

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